Closer／The blower's daughter

Artist: Damien Rice
Song: The Blower's Daughter

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new

Dark Cabin I live

像是在黑暗中踩在碎玻璃上，聲音很清脆，但有種危險的感覺。陰暗，結實，小心翼翼。我意識到不曾好好照顧自己，卻不願意居住在自己這滿目瘡痍的小木屋裡，怎麼還去邀請別人來光臨呢？

不該去self blame，儘管blame看起來是有悔意的活動，卻其實是把怪罪的人變成一個固定而沒有變化的對象，把流動的人objectify了。這是以冥想來挖掘自己的Micheal所說的感想。

村上春樹在和河合隼雄對談中提到兩個人的相處是去挖對方的井。一口如同在發條鳥年代記裡描述的，只有正午才會被陽光灑遍全身，其餘時間都是陰暗無光的，深 深的井...但很多時候卻是在另一個人無所預警的離開之後，才有機會去發現這樣一口井的存在；如同才突然驚覺自己每天走過得路旁竟然是如此陌生的風景，才 突然聽說她曾經在什麼時候對同車的陌生人抱怨過...