This trip is more a journey of understanding myself, of exploring the real me, and of growing up, than anything else. Saying this, I am not denying that I made great progress of understanding him and his love (and I thank him sincerely for his selfless love), but still, I want to emphasize that this trip IS ALL ABOUT MYSELF.
The best part of this journey is that I finally understand that the courage of living a life of my own comes from my heart. Nobody else can help me get through the deep darkness, except myself.
The feeling of regret ever caught me and made me hard to breath. Now I know that I felt regret because I was trying to connect my life with some one else's, and I was too concerned with my gain and loss. This way of thinking always comes with sadness and complaints, which makes my heart a hell. But once I understood the strength of love and forgiving, and promised to practice them in my life, the roar in my heart magically halted.
Listen to the voice carefully from my heart and be honest. This is what the journey tells me.
Thinking of this, I always get confused. Is the connection to the history in a relationship not important?Isn't the commitment a way of engaging a path to mutual understanding? While I was trying to reasonalize my own experience, I could not help questioning the reflection about self growth, although I know it is benefitial to do the honest talk between the two.
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This trip is more a journey of understanding myself, of exploring the real me, and of growing up, than anything else. Saying this, I am not denying that I made great progress of understanding him and his love (and I thank him sincerely for his selfless love), but still, I want to emphasize that this trip IS ALL ABOUT MYSELF.
The best part of this journey is that I finally understand that the courage of living a life of my own comes from my heart. Nobody else can help me get through the deep darkness, except myself.
The feeling of regret ever caught me and made me hard to breath. Now I know that I felt regret because I was trying to connect my life with some one else's, and I was too concerned with my gain and loss. This way of thinking always comes with sadness and complaints, which makes my heart a hell. But once I understood the strength of love and forgiving, and promised to practice them in my life, the roar in my heart magically halted.
Listen to the voice carefully from my heart and be honest. This is what the journey tells me.
Thinking of this, I always get confused.
Is the connection to the history in a relationship not important?Isn't the commitment a way of engaging a path to mutual understanding? While I was trying to reasonalize my own experience, I could not help questioning the reflection about self growth, although I know it is benefitial to do the honest talk between the two.
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